December 2009
16 posts
New Years Eve; I’m ready for 2010 to start; besides the fact when I go back to school, I’ll probably still write 09’ on all my papers. :p
Maybe this will be the time where all things change that I’ve been trying to change. Who knows, maybe it’ll all stay the same.
As of now, I’m sitting here alone, just on the computer, and not even chatting with anyone....
12.28.09
That day was probably one of the best days spent with Yoav. I woke up at Alicia’s and we went and picked up Yoav to come have waffles with us. He has brought me that waffle maker and it makes the best waffles. :D Then later we watched 500 days of summer, which was indeed a really good movie. It was really cute, and had meaning. Then we just kind of hung around Alicia’s house helping...
I never really enjoied holidays, ever. My whole life I was the downer on all of them. Sure, I would get excited when “santa” was coming, but over the years, my holiday spirt just kind of went down hill.
Christmas eve was great though. I’m not going to lie, and maybe it was great because I was away from my family, and with a new one. AT Yoav’s house I ate dinner [which in...
My stomach aches My head is ready to explode I want to scream, but there is no voice left inside of me I would run, but my legs are weak with fear Body trembling Hand shaking
What happens from here? And where are you?
It was kinda cute how you woke yourself up when you were extremley tired. The way you gave up another hour of sleep just to talk to me on the phone until I got tired and so I wouldn’t have to be alone.
Sometimes simple things like that just make my night. Along with your laugh. You laugh, I laugh and then you laugh more cause I’m laughing.
Right now, I don’t know what I would...
I wish I was only good enough for you. It never really seems like I have been.
Buzz;
I wrote this a few nights ago, another sleepless night.
As my voice breaks so does my heart My thoughts lay crystel clear inside my mind As my body shakes with fear My fingers are tingling as I reach for your hand that is no longer there My mind wants to scream out for you Only I can’t find my voice, for you took it with you Off and away; gone with the wind No sight, no voice and no heart...
Ya know, last night was probably one of the worest nights and probably a one I will learn from forever. I’m done with stupid jokes. Okay, you’ll have me laughing for a little while until “jokes” come out as in “you leave for a weekend and she starts drinking, can’t wait to see what happens when you leave for college?”
Now, that is out of line. That is...
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You know, today wasn’t half bad. I wrote Yoav a note, and we wasn’t smiling exactly, but you could still tell that he had that smile on his face. In that moment, he defined beauty. And in cooking, we made monky bread. legit shit. :D
Also, I’ve been doing work today but now I’m super-tired and ready to go to a band concert with Abbie to cheer ALICIAAAAAAAA on. :DD...
